I am a conundrum
multitude of attractions, parallel to one another
love, hate both intertwine into a fiery ball of emotions
dark, light fight for the chance to surface
hopeless romantic, psychotic killer thoughts run a muck
classical, alternative music fills my ears
peaceful chaos envelops my soul
I search for reasons to answer the why, for beauty, for kind souls
a constant state of unrest
looking from the outside in
never feeling completely understood
watching, seeking, hoping, praying
believing that one day I will find the key
but all the while
afraid that it may happen too late…
Credit for Image goes to TheEmeraldDawn